Reasons for liking
I’ve been thinking lately howÂ
impossible it is to break likingÂ
into small, discernible piecesÂ
You bring me lots of thingsÂ
happiness and onion soup, a cardholderÂ
so I don’t lose my credit card for a record numberÂ
of three times this monthÂ
You make me (chronic insomniac)Â
want to hurry home to our mattressÂ
You have made, even sleepÂ
less tiresomeÂ
Yet I think my reasons for liking might lie in what I want to bring youÂ
I try to sleep well so I can do ‘the awake’ wellÂ
I try to read well so I can speak wellÂ
for the sole purpose of making you do ‘the crinkly eye smile’Â
I go for walksÂ
(because you’ve demanded I leave my room more)Â
I eat what I see and file it underÂ
‘things to tell Oscar’Â
so you can know what it tastes like tooÂ
I’ve been thinking lately that I live wellÂ
and my reasons for liking might lie in howÂ
I live well for you
first published in turbine https://turbinekapohau.org.nz/2021-contents-poetry-amanda-joshua/