Reasons for liking

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I’ve been thinking lately how 

impossible it is to break liking 

into small, discernible pieces 

 

You bring me lots of things 

happiness and onion soup, a cardholder 

so I don’t lose my credit card for a record number 

of three times this month 

 

You make me (chronic insomniac) 

want to hurry home to our mattress 

You have made, even sleep 

less tiresome 

 

Yet I think my reasons for liking might lie in what I want to bring you 

 

I try to sleep well so I can do ‘the awake’ well 

I try to read well so I can speak well 

for the sole purpose of making you do ‘the crinkly eye smile’ 

I go for walks 

(because you’ve demanded I leave my room more) 

I eat what I see and file it under 

‘things to tell Oscar’ 

so you can know what it tastes like too 

 

I’ve been thinking lately that I live well 

and my reasons for liking might lie in how 

I live well for you

 

 

 

first published in turbine https://turbinekapohau.org.nz/2021-contents-poetry-amanda-joshua/

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