Silk
i feel terrible
but sometimes i like it
it’s not so bad, really
especially if existing
on the verge of tears
is a new thing
which i think
it is for me
the thought of her, though
is still like a needle through silk
i feel terrible
but sometimes i like it
it’s not so bad, really
especially if existing
on the verge of tears
is a new thing
which i think
it is for me
the thought of her, though
is still like a needle through silk
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the first half of your life went by like a big toy truck
on its way to dumping legendary dirt in fields of your choosing
& great screeching noises were made as it skidded into others
yes, sometimes there were bad crashes and even tears before dreams
but as is proper in the playing of games, you were hard
but fair & always shook hands firmly with the others, no
matter who was the victor or the vanquished on the scoreboard
of your dreams, & hey, you always had a shower afterwards
& were never late for dinner, so what
kind of playground is this you ended up in then
& why do you always leave your heart behind?
computers can’t compete with an old bloke
clad well, grant me that much, at least, & he’s got
the know-how, & lying in a drawer at home
a t-shirt which says in a large-impact font
      GIFTED LIVER, & sure, more power to him & his gang
i say, they’re still working the net & the angles
& putting it out as easily & happily as 3-year-olds dance
in 4-dimensional poems about fisher-king heroes
it’s as plain as pain & even more
joyous than the void, this life-sized chunk
of pulp fiction with your name on the inside
this thing you can look up
to, too, almost a flamboyance of flamingoes
it’s better than great, it’s alright
& you weren’t with me either
& we rehearsed our insertions
& waited for something objectionable
& went on like that for quite a while
& then we got worn down
& couldn’t hear anyway
& all we had was ourselves
& so much more we couldn’t recall